Friday, April 28, 2006

I have decided to start a new blog. I just can not write openly here. If you want the web address, email me at I will be happy to give it to you....all of you......except know who you are! See you soon, Sissy

Friday, March 17, 2006

No Condoms on Sunday

In the town where I live you can not buy condoms on Sunday. It's not some weird mountain law or anything. Not some commandment from God to the townspeople, "Thou shalt not sell condoms above 2,000 foot elevationss, on Sunday" There is only one store that sells condoms here, and it is not open on Sunday. Does that SUCK or what? I was cashiering on Sunday and a man-boy and his girlfriend came in. They looked a bit suspicious to me. Not like "oh-my-gawd-we-are-going-to-be-robbed" suspicious, more like "what-the-hell-are-they-doing" suspicious. They kept walking back and forth, he even half walked up to me at one point, but a customer came and plopped her over flowing red basket on my conveyer belt, he turned and walked away. A few minutes later he made it up to me, with no one else around, he leaned in toward me and in a low voice asked for condoms. But we don't sell condoms. I felt so bad. The kid was doing the right thing, he had mustered up the nerve to ask a woman where the condoms were. Which I suspect is no easy task for a young male. I figure it must be kinda like when a young girl buys tampons on her own, ya know? In leiu of condoms they bought candy and left. I guess chocolate is better than nothing! I kept thinking, NOW they are going to go and have unprotected sex! Just because tonight, they are stuck in this one horse, condomless town! I swear if I had some at home I would have given them to him!

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Long Time No Type

I haven't been online in 10 days. I haven't really missed it, strange. I have been busy over school vacation. My 16 year old took the bus up to visit. It was sooo WONDERFUL to have her in the house. I miss her alot. We really didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but we watched movies and talked and spent TIME together. I can not explain the feelings of joy I got from spending time with her. She even cooked supper for us one night. After 5 days I took her home to Massachusetts and visited there for a few days. It was great to see some of my family. I didn't get to see Shelli; she was sick {{sigh}}, that totally sucked!
It's weird, when I first get to Massachusetts, the first thing I want to do is turn around and go home. I feel out of place, as if I don't belong there anymore. After a day or so I feel fine and I usually end my visits by being sad to leave everyone again and wishing I was staying for good. It is a very strange situation for me. Anyway I ahve some of my peeps keeping their eyes open for an apartment and a job for me, while I save the money to move. All in due time. I am trying to live in the moment and enjoy whatever little bit of life I can enjoy here, while I am here. Living here has been a new experience for me and I am trying to enjoy it for what it is, trying to take the good and the bad and keep it in perspective.
On another note, my little ones started ski school today. They have never, ever been skiing before, neither have I for that matter. Usually on Tuesdays they get out of school at 1:30. But from now on they will be bused from school to the mountain for ski school until 4 pm. Cassidy was very nervous last night, but I am happy to report that they both had an awesome time and are the two newest members of the "I love skiing" club!! Maybe I should get my butt out there and give it a shot too! I think I will.....soon.
There was a death recently in my town. A kid, I guess that has lived here all his life, everyone knows him, got killed in a snowmobile accident, on a pond that is two minutes from my house. Word around is that he was drinking, he's underage. I was in Mass when it happened, so I got the story 3rd or 4th hand. Even though I didn't know this boy I can not help but feel sad by his tragedy. My heart aches for his parents. I work with his cousin and I just didn't know what to say to him today. I said I was sorry, what more could I say? I think I will pray to Shelli's God tonight, and ask for peace for his family.
Hug the people you love tonight, because you just never know.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Frozen Beauty

Here are some pictures I took this morning when Hubby and I went for a walk at the waterfall. This is the same one we swam at this past summer. I wish I could sit and watch the water come over the falls at the point in time when it is actually freezing.

Anyway, I had my car fixed, turns out it was actually my car trying to kill me and not Mother Nature!

A few more days and my daughter will be here visiting and I am also going to Mass next week, can't wait to see everyone!
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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Mother Nature's Second Attempt On My Life

That's right, I almost wiped my damn car out AGAIN! What the hell is up with this?? I am a good driver, I was not going fast, just puttering along........ and BAM! (Emeril style) I was spinning and holy shit! No on coming traffic this time, but an ambulance was behind me! I stopped facing the opposite direction as to what I had been traveling and the ambulance pulled up along side me and asked if I was ok. I shook my head and she drove away. Then I drove away. I think Mother Nature has become an assasin and I am on her hit list. Seriously I think something is wrong with my car. Maybe a back brake is locking up on me or something, I dunno. I am not a mechanic, but it's just freakin' weird as hell. Needless to say, I didn't drive the hour and a half to buy the beds, I was to freaked out. The weather was worse anyway. I suppose I will be looking for a mechanic this week. Good luck to me!

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Over The River and Through The Woods and Around The Lake and Over The Mountain......

Tomorrow I have to travel and hour and a half to buy my kids new beds. An hour and a damn half!! The only good part is that I get a dunkin coffee out of the deal. Does anyone else live in a remote rural area? How the hell do you cope? How do you do it??

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Pissed at Pitt

The Hubster suggested we watch "that movie with Brad Pitt and what's her name" tonight. Pfft! "You like him right"? To that I replied not any more! I am never watching another movie of his, or show or whatever. I am pissed at Pitt. You see I heart Jennifer, and Brad? Well he is just plain stupid. A stupid man that couldn't make a movie with Angelina Jolie and keep it in his damn pants at the same time. I hope Angelina's gay lover beats the shit out of him! And then I hope she gains 200 pounds while carrying his twins. And I hope they need a crane to drag her damn ass out of her limo. And then I hope Jen laughs. I hope she laughs long and loud!! Is anyone else out there pissed at Pitt? Raise ya hands up in da air, wave 'em round like ya juss don't care. Shout out and tell me why.