Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Long Time No Type

I haven't been online in 10 days. I haven't really missed it, strange. I have been busy over school vacation. My 16 year old took the bus up to visit. It was sooo WONDERFUL to have her in the house. I miss her alot. We really didn't do anything out of the ordinary, but we watched movies and talked and spent TIME together. I can not explain the feelings of joy I got from spending time with her. She even cooked supper for us one night. After 5 days I took her home to Massachusetts and visited there for a few days. It was great to see some of my family. I didn't get to see Shelli; she was sick {{sigh}}, that totally sucked!
It's weird, when I first get to Massachusetts, the first thing I want to do is turn around and go home. I feel out of place, as if I don't belong there anymore. After a day or so I feel fine and I usually end my visits by being sad to leave everyone again and wishing I was staying for good. It is a very strange situation for me. Anyway I ahve some of my peeps keeping their eyes open for an apartment and a job for me, while I save the money to move. All in due time. I am trying to live in the moment and enjoy whatever little bit of life I can enjoy here, while I am here. Living here has been a new experience for me and I am trying to enjoy it for what it is, trying to take the good and the bad and keep it in perspective.
On another note, my little ones started ski school today. They have never, ever been skiing before, neither have I for that matter. Usually on Tuesdays they get out of school at 1:30. But from now on they will be bused from school to the mountain for ski school until 4 pm. Cassidy was very nervous last night, but I am happy to report that they both had an awesome time and are the two newest members of the "I love skiing" club!! Maybe I should get my butt out there and give it a shot too! I think I will.....soon.
There was a death recently in my town. A kid, I guess that has lived here all his life, everyone knows him, got killed in a snowmobile accident, on a pond that is two minutes from my house. Word around is that he was drinking, he's underage. I was in Mass when it happened, so I got the story 3rd or 4th hand. Even though I didn't know this boy I can not help but feel sad by his tragedy. My heart aches for his parents. I work with his cousin and I just didn't know what to say to him today. I said I was sorry, what more could I say? I think I will pray to Shelli's God tonight, and ask for peace for his family.
Hug the people you love tonight, because you just never know.


Blogger shellibells said...

Oh, *pffffht! Now I have my OWN GOD????? Since when...and do I have one shot to trade him in? Ever?
JUst asking! ;)

9:46 PM  

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